life gets busy, things happen... I saw my doctor today, looks like I may use this blog to journal a bit.
Recounting the last few weeks was tough, I am physically exhausted : cause unknown, will get the routine blood and urine work done.
Psychologically has been up and down. From vivid dreams, to flash-backs, panic attacks to feeling overwhelmed ...over load of emotions, even wishing things went back to before my sister shared this knowledge. I have not faced him yet, my doctor strongly suggest I consult with a psycho-therapist to plan everything. I agree, just my own thoughts and memories are overwhelming, I can't imagine how I will react to whatever he says or does. So the meeting will have to wait, finding a therapist isn't as easy as snapping my fingers...She also suggest I may end up pressing charges, that scares the crap out of me...not sure why.
You will get through this, and be an even stronger person for it. As you always have.
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