I wonder if my daily struggles matter?
I know they matter to me, and those close to me, and at this point it is all overwhelming.
I have worked hard to get here, and back then I thought once that work was done, I'd be "worry free" here and now. That is completely false, because my here and now challenges all I have learned, and worked for. Will there be a time I can sit back and enjoy my life? Will I have those "rocking chair on the porch with the grand kids playing in the yard" moments?
The universe will keep sending these struggles till I learn the correct lesson....maybe that is why when we die, we reach that "perfectness" that God is.
I'd rather learn a good 20 years before I go back to Him.
"Life is what happens to you while you're busy making other plans." - John Lennon
ReplyDeleteThose rocking chair moments are all around us, and every lesson learned is the correct one. Happiness is a journey, not a destination.