everyday i feel closer to crazy than the one before
i feel further from where i thought i wanted to be, than i am
maybe things are just upside down, or sideways
could this be my path and i keep fighting it
could it be i am supposed to fight it, or just give in and fully embrace the madness
who is right
who are they, who know it all
who am i who knows nothing and everything all at once
lost and found at the same time in a different place different time
maybe this is madness and all i have to do is stop breathing
maybe it is only a dream or nightmare i will wake from soon
this could be me personal hell, for all my sins, or sins of all who came before
is anything real, beautiful, happy
i feel pain sadness and regret
all day everyday
